A troubled heart...

I have not been feeling my best. It is weird how when things don't flow or don't seem clear it is hard to see the light. I am remaining come and I know and acknowledge all the blessings in my life and yet I feel nervous, and anxious and not in the best of moods. I need to rescue myself again, and feel light and happy and full of hope...but somehow I am not. I am going to watch a movie, relax, meditate, watch the secret in the morning and continue my journey. I know the blessings will bloom soon, I know that this too shall pass and that it will all be alright just that right now a part of me is resisting to surrender and believe. It is a challenging journey a life of faith.